once upon a time i was frustrated that i couldn’t draw pretty girls in pinup poses to use as my own fap material. now that i can reliably draw at least several parts of pretty girls and have a decent grasp on the possible range of pinup poses and camera angles, my woe is that pinup poses alone, even though i haven’t touched a lick of rendering or color theory yet, can’t by themselves tell much of any larger, important, moving, or memorable story.
i think i’m always going to be able to find something to complain about. definitely a mindset. not sure if it’s a “choice” though.